Yesterday it was a great day for me so far. Yeah for me it was. i miss that kind of situation. i'm just a simple guy that happy with little thing only because i really miss talking to her. i love her so much :) i really do love her so much.

Today is our 4th monthsary. Yeah :), it been 4 month already. I love her so much. I really do love her eventho..... But its ok :)

:).

what am i? I don't know anymore. sometime i feel reaching for a ghost and never get it. I been trying so hard for my hand reach for you and think that it will never grab. Why just i can't throw all the negative thought. But why all this time my heart just want you, my heart ache when i feel jealous, my heart ache when you treat me differently from him.

:)

Just smile to hide it but the real thing sometimes i can feel it, i don't know. When i have a feeling, i know it's true but sometime i just don't care about it.